Still Gonna Do Some Self-Healing by Elzathehedgehog, journal
Still Gonna Do Some Self-Healing
first I want to say, that I will still make time for here and do some other stuff, but at the same time I will make sure to just relax and do self-healing. and I had decided to use the pendulum one more time yesterday, but I am going to do my best to wait until a few weeks or until next month to use it more again. like I had explained over at tumblr, I had ended up waking up not feeling all that great, like a little sick feeling. I needed to talk about it, and I did promise I wouldn't sign in on August 8th. I really think that eating and ended up going back to bed and sleeping a little more, then waking up and eating even more food, did help. yeah after I had woke up again, I still didn't feel all that great, but after eating a little bit more I had started to feel more better. I might just needed a lot more food, at first I thought it might of been the Pendulum taking a lot out of me BUT maybe it was just me needing to eat. before I woke up feeling a little sick, I know I was
I Will Just Wear The Lapis And Amethyst For Now... by Elzathehedgehog, journal
I Will Just Wear The Lapis And Amethyst For Now...
because THAT is still happening, and seems to happen even when I held something I had since I was a little girl, which wasn't even a gem or crystal and it is freaking weirded me out O_O anyway I had decided to take the rose quartz and the other gem (that I forgot what it was and the name of it.) off of the chain of the necklace, and just have it be just the amethyst and lapis lazuli that I wear as a necklace. still gonna keep on my bracelets, I did thought that if I had slept without the gems under my pillow, it would stop. but sadly it hasn't. at least it only seems to happen when I am touching/holding something up when it starts up. here is still hoping that there will be a new crystal or any type of gem, that can turn it off when I hold it or wear it. well at least that coincidence that started some days ago before when I was feeling really sad and then all of the sudden it started to rain with some lightning, I think it might of been thunder too..? it did end up
it's Not Just The Pendulum That's Doing It! by Elzathehedgehog, journal
it's Not Just The Pendulum That's Doing It!
okay like before I had went to sleep, I was taking off my necklace and then when I was holding it, it all the sudden started to move in the same way the pendulum did. but like while I was thinking of which way I wanted it to go, like circle or clockwise. and I thought after sleeping and not using the Pendulum today, it wouldn't keep doing that. I had decided to do a test just now to see if the gems I have on one necklace that is a Rose Quartz, Amethyst and Lapis Lazuli (and another gem I forgot the name of.) then while holding the necklace and started to think of how it should move and I was hoping it wouldn't, but it did. if I thought about it going in a circle or clockwise, it would do that. shouldn't it just be the Pendulum that does that? plus before I had discovered I could move it with just a thought of where I wanted it to go and before I found out I can ask it questions, it would just move like crazy in whatever way possibly even when I am thinking of something
Family: Maybe It Is Best to Wait by Elzathehedgehog, journal
Family: Maybe It Is Best to Wait
I had been doing some thinking, and well guess it is the good energy that came this year in 2019
well I think after some thought, maybe it really is best the operation does happen few days or so later or on the day it is suppose to happen
I mean I couldn't help but worry so much for my mom and I didn't like she was being made to wait for that long
and it got me worried, but maybe if I do stay positive maybe things will work out
some plans I had made before to do, might really have to wait until tomorrow
but I think I can still try to look for the movie I had meant to look for as well as still do some reading
I had a great nap today and
Since DeviantArt won't let me submit my Diabolik Lovers x D Gray Man crossover, because I used Microsoft Works Word Processor to type it. I'll probably just post the crossover in journal.